The world has become a horrible and cold place, the music is about suicide and worshiping Satan, we have homeless people on our streets while so called pastors live in giant mansions. It is sad.
I was homeless out on the streets for 2 years, the world is a cold and hard place. And I was clean and sober, and I was begging for honest work. Right here in the USA where I was born. I was homeless in an area where my father helped to build the roads, and my grandfather helped to put in the water system, etc.
It is sad that a man can be so alone, in an area where he was born.
And here is my idea of the old days, when I was in Youth For Christ we went to Mexico to help the orphans and the people who lived in a garbage dump, we cared about people, and no one had to pay us to help orphans and to help poor people.
Right now we have thousands of homeless people on the streets, I see them everyday when I go for a walk. Where are the Christians who are supposed to be helping the homeless people?
People are greedy, and selfish, and sef centered, and people do not care about other people like the old days, like real Christians used to do.
My friend Lisa spent her whole life helping the homeless people, she was a good Christian from the Philippines.
We have Chef Bruno here in Anaheim who feeds the homeless, he is a good Christian who has been blessed by Pope Francis. We still have a few good Christians, but it is not like the Oregon of my youth, or even when I was in Youth For Christ, and also when I worked for the YMCA.
In the old days I would be out there helping the homeless, but instead now when I am homeless no one cares about me, I was homeless for 2 years. Not only can I not help others, but I cannot even help myself.
I might move to Rome soon. I might use my stimulus money to move to Italy.
And for sure if I sell a movie script, I am moving to Italy.
Just a few thoughts.
I had a good Christian friend who used to drive around in a van with a female psychologist and they picked up the homeless people and they took them to a shelter, they worked for free to help the homeless. He died from cancer, but he was a great guy.
There are still a few good people, but the streets are full of homeless people and the helpers are rare.
I had a good Christian friend who put together a team to sell hot dogs and beer at Angel Stadium, and at the Rose Bowl, etc, and they raised over one million dollars for charity to feed hungry people, they raised money for Canning Hunger. He died from a heart attack, but he was a great guy.
Now, all people do is talk about how bad White guys are, and about how bad Christians are, and I was homeless for 2 years in my own fucking country.
And there is nothing cool about being a "Rugged Individualist" while everyone else is smart enough to have a community, and to work union jobs, etc. You need to have a support system. And for the thousands of homeless people on the streets, they need a place to go.
We have Wellness Centers, and I know a lady who went to Washington DC and got money to help the mentally ill and homeless people in Orange County. There are still some good people. But, as I see the homeless on the streets, I get so depressed. And I feel very alone in the world right now. I want to have friends in real life, and I am tired of being isolated from the corona crisis, I got my Moderna shots, and I want to have friends again in real life.
And the local bar has had stabbings lately, so the bars are not safe.
Trump is a scumbag, and the world has been going down-hill.
In my opinion we need more good people who do the right things because it is the right thing to do, and we need more good old fashioned integrity. And it sucks that everything is a scam now.
Salute,
Tony V.