I wanted to have a good income, and to buy a house, before I got married and had a child, so that I could provide for my wife and child. So, I never had a kid, because I never made any money, and I never got married.
Women are looking for the best men who can provide for them and for their children, and I was always poor, and I could never provide for a wife and child, so I am still single. Women in California do not pick the poor guys. Even the Christian women want a man who can provide for the family.
My Father died when I was a child, and I never got an even break, everyone was out to scam me and to use me for cheap labor. Even my own Grandmother used me as cheap child labor, washing dogs for 12 hours per day, at 10 years old.
I tried to learn to own my own dog kennel, but that never happened. And I ended up homeless just working any job I could get in order to eat and pay rent. I was a cook at a casino, and I did construction as cheap labor at China Lake, and at NASA out at Edwards. I was working hard, I was working 90 hours per week and I was still poor. I still did not own a home, and I could not get a date, and I worked hard to just still be a bum.
So, I went to community college, and to acting school. But, I just got in debt for nothing. I am still poor, and I am very much alone. But, at least I still have my student film to share with everyone.
I am glad that Warner Brothers was not able to block my student film, it sucks that they tried to block my art. I am glad that I can still share my student film with people.
I tried hard, and I went to school to try to become a good actor, I took it very seriously. I got deep in debt trying to become a good actor. I gave it everything that I had.
I did not make it, and all that I have to show of my effort and hard work is my student film from USC film school. Warner Brothers tried to block that and they tried to take that away from me, not only could I never work there, but they tried to block the work that I actually did do. I never had a chance.
But, here is my student film, they tried to block it, but I still have it to share.
https://youtu.be/GJ2wBMgs-lQNow, I am too old to be an actor, I am not young and handsome anymore, but I did learn a lot over the years, and I am a good writer, maybe I can make it as a writer, and maybe later as a producer.
I have a movie script that I already wrote, and if I can sell it I will invest in a night club in Rome, or something, once I get going I will never be homeless again. I can use money from my movie script to open a night club. And then maybe a vineyard and winery if I hit the big time.
On the issue of a wife and a family, I do not know, I am not confident that I will make it. If I can sell my movie script then maybe I can find a good Catholic woman in Italy or something, we will see. I have a friend who joined the Navy and he served in Italy, and he brought home a beautiful wife from Naples, Italy, I was so envious. We will see what happens. Maybe I can find a wife in Rome.
Salute,
Tony V.
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