This is a discussion forum.
Based solely on your contributions to this forum, you are a person who gets into a swimming pool, pitches a turd, and empties your bladder. Then paddling about in the spreading cloud of your waste, exclaims in your proud little boy voice, “This is a swimming pool.”
Thank you for recognizing where you are. I know that was a lot for you.
I wouldn’t begin to expect you to recognize or understand rules of normal behavior in the context of the setting.
You really don’t smell like someone who could manage that much information.