About 15 years ago I was told that I had cancer and to get my affairs in order and to prepare to die. I have faith in God, and I trusted that God would be with me, and I prayed and I had faith, while I underwent the testing, etc. Then, after a couple of years of testing the tests started saying that I was healthy and that I no longer had cancer. It was a good thing that I had faith, and that I did not commit suicide.
Well, an uncle just died, he was told he had cancer, and he committed suicide. I would have tried to help him to have faith, but he pushed me away a long time ago.
Meanwhile I need to find a good Christian church and I need to make new Christian friends and I need to find a good Christian wife.
I tried to move to Italy where the Vatican is, and I tried to meet Pope John Paul II who was the Pope then, but I could not find a job in Italy so I had to come back to the USA.
I would love to join together with Pope Francis to help in Mexico and to help to make the world a better place, and to help in the Philippines, and to help the poor and homeless in the USA, etc.
I cannot force other people to be Christians, I can only choose for myself, and I can try to surround myself with good loving Christian people.
Salute,
Tony V.