No one feels sorry for you.
The closest you can get is making folks sorry you are here.
LOL
Not looking for sympathy, nor expecting any.
Much worse happens to people in their lives.
I learnt to play the game...took a while, but got there at about age 27.
'Dingo cunning' ...along with "look after yourself
first in this world, son...because nobody else will"...and bambu-wisdom was born.
Walk, talk, work, and drive slowly...mistakes can be costly and fatal.
Stay out of the seas, lakes and rivers...misery, wheelchairs, limb-loss and death await.
The sea is cruel, as are the lakes and rivers. Everything from rogue waves, high seas, capsizing cruise ships, sharks, crocodiles, stingrays, and all sorts of creatures pedalling pain and death await....including flesh-eating monsters/bacteria.